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Deserted and desolate. Together, united and rejoicing. Triumphant in segregated steps of victory and an overwhelming sense of belonging. He triggers morbid atmospheres and renowned condemnation. My current state does not reflect my overall standing, nor does my current state reflect where I will end up. Surrounded by wails, weeping hearts and tormented spirits, I am in the valley with you believer. Can you see, we’re reflecting depressing odds of failure and demoralizing circumstances? There is sorrow and its even tide. We can’t sleep, but perk up, because there is promise of fathomable joy in the morning. The norm is, that we are weak and have lost our minds. The norm is, that we have no idea of pleasure and have been blinded by a fib of a religion. Why then are we pressed down and persecuted for a lie and are not left alone for a moment of a faithless belief? Who is in the dark and without understanding? Me or you non-believer? See, I am valiant and void of fear. Brother, sister,

How evident is the evidence of overcoming your own failures in rising up and aspiring to the vision, you see yourself obtaining. I am weary and need a jump start of epic proportions. I am beat down and my stamina is dead low. I am stranded in my mind by my own pessimistic demons that won't let me breath aspiration. I am deserted by optimism and face ruin before my grand plan has even begun. How tragic, what dumb struck luck all around. I hate my low self-esteem and but fighting a confidence won battle. Life is contradicting without Jesus. Alive in the natural but dead in the spiritual, so you're are not truly alive without him. How I love double negatives and me I hate bad English. What is my purpose and how do I go about defining it? Serious notion of inevitable epic failure if you spend your time doing anything less than what God has made your for. Wow, do you ponder the paradox of your own life? Living yet dead, travelling on a road yet lost in awe of no min